Why, oh why?

Hello again! I taught to take a little holiday from blog, because I have made some important and hard decisions and choices. When I taught that I come back, I got sick and my energy was a zero. So, I have just slept last three days. 

It's very hard to write, when I have like million topics in my head, but I really don't know what I can publish here. Hardness comes probably from my self. Problems and sadness are my own personal. I want to keep secrets, of course. Title comes partially from this problem.

What do you think about youngsters who smoke or drink alcohol? I am totally against that, but Idon't judge people about that. I know some reasons why people fall for that. I still don't like that. I have lost a lot because of drugs. Many of my friends smoke or drink, so I feel so alone. 'm invisible right away, when the talk comes to drugs. They know that I'm going to say no. It's hard, it's so hard. I understand many youngsters. It's easy to start, because you feel alone and there's many people in drug circuit. I really appreciate those teens who say no, because it's the best for them and their body. For you: STAY STRONG, YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONES! ♥ 

After I have came my blog back to life I go rest. And I'm going to entertain me with Harry Potter for a long time. Go Gryffindor!

xoxo Jenna♥

Dear Santa

The first day of December have always been the day, when I complete my Christmas wishlist. So, here we go...

1.UGGS!!! I remember, that last year I hate them. I really don't know why, but I did. Now I want a pair so bad. And they need to be grey

2. Urban Decay Naked-pallet basics. No more words...

3. Perfumes, perfumes, perfumes. I don't care what kind of. I haven't found my favourite yet, but I can say that I like both, sweet and fresh. Bring it on!


4. I am hooked on many shows, but they aren't in TV, when I am able to watch it. I'm hooked on House, NCIS, Little House on the Prairie, Once Upon a Time and believe or not Hannah Montana! Okey, I have been a fan since I was a little. So I wish boxes.

5. I want a watch. I have fell in love with watches in accessories. I feel alone, because I don't have one. Gold or silver, I really don't know! I have to get that, haha!

6.  Last but not least, gift cards. If you don't invent a gift, then these are a very good idea. And I love gift cards made by self, where for example are promised a hug or a dinner. Maybe I use this idea by myself also!

Maybe I got too crazy with my wishlist, maybe not. In the end, I don't care, if I get nothing from those. I just want to spend my Christmas with my family eating good food and having a great time. Now the waiting is really on, even if me and my mom have listened Christmas song about two months now:) Have a good waiting everyone!

xoxo Jenna♥

Back in studio, finally!

Jay! Today I went to dance class for a looong time! It was so much fun! My knee injured about two months ago, so I had been able to do nothing. I had no life, just Facebook, Instagram and so on... Haha! Last week I started with football, and now I was able to go studio again. Today's class was ballet. And my first time on pointshoes. I was so excited, but still nervous before class, but It did good to notice that I will raise again. Watch out, I'm coming! Rest of the day I have sitting on a computer with chocolate. Lazyness level 10. Tomorrow it's the first day of December. Luckily I got my calendar yesterday, so I'm not late. And of course, tomorrow will be more DANCE! 

Tomorrow again;) pic from Facebook

xoxo Jenna♥

Whole new start

Hello again! I know that many of you haven't even heard of me, so maybe I should tell a little about myself before the beginning. I am Jenna, 15 year old girl from icy Finland! And here is my story:

 Once upon a time in the middle of a cold winter day in 1998 born a girl, me! I lived one year in U.S.A and I had my first birthday in there. My family moved back in Finland and I got my first brother and in 2002 I got another one. Also we had a dog, my best friend and my only sister Alli, but she died one year ago. Right now my dad live in Canada, because he is writing a dissertation. He'll come back the 17th of December. And the rest of us live a busy life in Kuopio. I am very social girl with BIG dreams. I dance and play football. I'm into room decoration, make-up, traveling and style. I love food, my friends, nature, God and life. AND I'm a huge movie fan! I have written a blog in Finnish before and also in English, but I quit because I didn't have much time and inspiration. Now I'm ready to start again! So here we go...;)

 xoxo Jenna♥